Love and Hate of Work

Its been a week plus at new workplace. Got used to the site location, transport and food differences. But still having lots of areas everyday that I am trying hard to get "USED TO" or hack care perhaps. People here are even MORE COMPLICATED than all my past working experiences. From Internal to External parties, all so new to me and yet so DANGEROUS. Very careful of my "Steps" at work yet felt been STEPPED all over especially by externals. A week plus and I have expressed my uncomfortable feeling to this environment, have expressed my anger not once but thrice on externals. Have asked myself did I not manage my EQ properly again? It doesn't seems so. My boss mentioned today I have put up that shy feel and don't talk much. Perhaps thats why she have been taking extra care in me. Thanks alot for the patience everyone put in. But keeping myself in that mode is to observe people around to determine their behaviour and understanding the basics of my role at work before commenting further that my knowledge is lack of. Although its only 5-days of work every week but it seems like everyday is a war day. Felt so tired mentally and physically after a day's of work. Had to stay very alert of things around, things that I do, people around and etc. It truely feels like 1 day = 1 week of work. Everything moving so fast that I am battling myself on how much information that I can absorb everyday. My work will be totally messed up if wouldn't for the help of my team members around, some cheering me when I am stressed up or depressed, telling my grievances at work to my boss, guiding me around at work, and lots more. Depressed, Tired but Happy having this unique working experience.

1st Day of Work

1st day of work. Everything seems so new and felt refreshed. Starting to learn from scratch, although today didn't really tough much on. The induction took up half a day already and was ???? thoughout. So confused about all the staffs and etc. But one thing for sure, they are very strict in work matters therefore I should not be talking any work related stuffs on Facebook, outside and etc. In the last part of the day, travelled down to site office. The half day seems quite enjoying, my team members are super friendly. Having a buddy (senior) and a nanny (my manager PA) taking care for me. Hope everything goes out well...

Day between Last & 1st Day

Enjoyed my day today....

Movie @ Shaw Lido (Dylan Dog)

Shopping @ ION Orchard (bought 1 Puma Polo-T & 2 River Island Shirt) ...hoho love GSS + Shopping

Hair Cut @ JP 

Gym @ Safra ~ Cancelled cause too tired. 

1st Day tomorrow and I need to travel back to HQ @ Marina Square for Induction (half day) then down to RWS. 

Decision Time

I have accepted the new job offer although still waiting for the letter to be ready for signing but here I am thinking whether to tender now (today) or when I actually signed the letter (to be safe) but then I will not have much resting time. Although I don't know if I need any of those time to "cleanse" myself to welcome the new environment. At this point I have actually prepared the letter already but still thinking if its time. I have been doing nothing for the 2nd day and felt so slack. Below will be the place I will be next. Hopefully it will be fantastic and wonderful.

http://www.dpa.com.sg/SG076

Another Week

Another week has past, I have stucked here for 2 WHOLE MONTHS already......gosh...time really passes very FAST. How I would have time stops at a point I wanted. After 2 months here I received my name card...I was like -_-lll

Throughout these 2 months only being to 2 interview (1 contractor, 1 consultant). Keeping fingers cross on the coming one on thursday. 

JOB HUNTING

Its been a while since I resumed back my job hunting. There hasn't been much movements near to 2 months. Well I am still looking forward although had been thinking about past working experiences. Yesterday went for an interview at RWS. Throughout the interview, everything seems ok. Even after the interview it still seems ok. But how big is the chances I got? I won't know and after my last interview experience, I won't have that much confidence in getting the job. During the last interview, I had that much of high confidence in getting the deal but end up felt like been fooled. Just hope for the best, at least the job scope in yesterday's interview seems more to what I wanted, compared to the earlier interview. Fingers crossed.

Jobs

Just contacted another Jobs agency on my job applications. It has been weeks since my 1st application and till now only 2 calls and 1 interview. The response has been very low. Till now I have already submitted over 15 job application (9 to public sectors). Hoping for good news.

The call earlier asked on my reason of leaving my current and previous job. The last question was if I am willing to work 5.5 days, no alterate saturdays. My answer is NO. This time round I will obviously only find jobs that are BETTER in terms of pay and benefits which include working hours also lah. Crazy to find jobs of the same. Just log-in to the career portal for public sector jobs and saw one of my job application 'In Process', hope for good news.