Its been a week plus at new workplace. Got used to the site location, transport and food differences. But still having lots of areas everyday that I am trying hard to get "USED TO" or hack care perhaps. People here are even MORE COMPLICATED than all my past working experiences. From Internal to External parties, all so new to me and yet so DANGEROUS. Very careful of my "Steps" at work yet felt been STEPPED all over especially by externals. A week plus and I have expressed my uncomfortable feeling to this environment, have expressed my anger not once but thrice on externals. Have asked myself did I not manage my EQ properly again? It doesn't seems so. My boss mentioned today I have put up that shy feel and don't talk much. Perhaps thats why she have been taking extra care in me. Thanks alot for the patience everyone put in. But keeping myself in that mode is to observe people around to determine their behaviour and understanding the basics of my role at work before commenting further that my knowledge is lack of. Although its only 5-days of work every week but it seems like everyday is a war day. Felt so tired mentally and physically after a day's of work. Had to stay very alert of things around, things that I do, people around and etc. It truely feels like 1 day = 1 week of work. Everything moving so fast that I am battling myself on how much information that I can absorb everyday. My work will be totally messed up if wouldn't for the help of my team members around, some cheering me when I am stressed up or depressed, telling my grievances at work to my boss, guiding me around at work, and lots more. Depressed, Tired but Happy having this unique working experience.
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