Whats Wrong with My Life

Its Wednesday. 3rd Working Day after my 4 days Refresher. 

Today am on MC. 

Took MC to rest at home and at the same time sort out my thoughts on work. Stay On and push through for another 6 months and end of my contract OR Move-On with my life to a better place. Before today my mind has been telling me to just move-on. Perhaps the sick and tired feeling of here that I felt 3 months back has once awaken through events that happened last week. Didn't know what I am doing at work, how am I helping in this company as my role and etc. Problem lies in how do I fit into this environment which I have finding since Day 1. 

Since my return after that incident last week, everything has changed internally within my department. Communication totally stopped between me and that girl which still pissed me off but I like the current situation. Things which I have bottled up had been release, no more require to hold back and give her face anymore. But I hate the sucky feel for the past 2 days. Things they do with reference to my email content last week truely draw the line clear. Even today when I'm on MC, my boss PA specially sms me to tell me boss asked her to place drawings on my table for my reference. My senior whom had always been borrowing my calculator from time to time had this time borrow from my boss PA instead. Small gestures as such are very much detectable by someone who is so sensitive like me. What had I did wrong? It was nothing of my fault, I just merely declared these issues that have been always there bothering me which none seem to react to my comments. With reference to that incident last week, my boss and senior chose to end it as per it is and not talk about it. I didn't feel good at all, all of these reactions appear to me that its my fault.

Seeing all these, I just totally gave up. Like what I mentioned last week, no more trust in anyone. Do what I am only asked to do and nothing more. Only do what is rightfully and do not help others (her) in works she did not do. If they chose not to react to wrongful acts (like her) then I shall follow what she does. Like being 20-30mins late (She was late for 1 hr yesterday), Leave on-the-dot, only attend meeting if I am required. Determination of this shall come from instruction by Boss / Senior, otherwise no instruction, I will just stay at my sit. Still seeking for answers.....