Emo or Not?

Had this weird feeling again on events happened today. 

1st was screaming over the phone to Standard Chartered Card Officer for reminding me for payment a day before DUE...(w.t.f. AXS & SAM need 2 days to process payment, calling me at 4plus isn't it too late?? And received call last week to inform me that I need to pay another $100 to meet the minimum payment for month of Sept'11 and Oct'11 will only be out on 22nd. I had proceed with the payment already and today inform me my Oct'11 bill is due TOMORROW !! Screamed at the lady officer opposite the phone and said I am NOT GOING TO PAY FOR THE LATE FEES DUE TO YOUR FAULT.

2nd issue was receiving message from a friend that requested for my resume to be sent to her for her senior to see. I had already sent it to their HR 3 weeks back and no news since. The purpose of asking me to send in my resume directly is because her senior do not want foreigner and prefer locals. Their HR had selected a foreigner and the senior is not pleased with it. Well after cooling down for a few hours, I still find no reason why I am seemed to be a "replacement" or sort of. And its my 2nd try, 1st was 2 years back. Just find that they are not sincer to hire people and is wasting my time. I do not think I deserve to be treated as a "replacement" in any way. In addition I am not in that urgent condition to look for job and will not take up such offer even so. Well perhaps this is the least amount of self confidence I have in myself. And had mentioned to my friend I will NEVER TRY YOUR COMPANY AGAIN. 2 times of disappointment is enough. For the moment I will be staying put in this job till further notice I guess.