THINKING..

I had been thinking of lots of matters over the past 2 weeks. Things that do with my life (the life I am living now) and career.

Almost reaching the age of 28 in few months time but sometimes I still felt that I don't consider things as an adult. Looking back at how I spend my life so far is totally of not much of planning. Perhaps I really need to worry of my future or in time to come when I am 35 what would I have accomplished. Different people set different goals like saving XXX dollars by age when, getting married by age XX and etc. To me my life seems to be in a mess and am always in 'Lost' mode whereby I do not know what am I doing. Perhaps I need to re-focus my life on something, some target to keep myself from getting 'Lost'. Had been spending my life the last 5 yrs to recover what I have missed out in my past 23 yrs...Perhaps this is not what it should be. Guess my 1st target would still be getting myself out from debts (loans and etc). 

Almost reaching my 5th year of work. What have I accomplished at work? Health deteriorate due to work. Pay hitting 3k mark. What else? Really couldn't figure out what else. I don't know when did I start to have the reluctancy of working, time at work always seemed to be so torturing that I felt like taking MC / leave to escape from work. I have been jumping to my 5th company already and what have I learnt from my mistakes? Nothing much but having bad habits like Spending money like water when not feeling good or Taking MC / Leaves to escape from problems at work. Should really put things back into place as it should be and get my butt moving from getting fat.